Just a quick post today to reaffirm that I am addressing this apathy problem of mine.
Heh, I see the irony in that – one could say I don’t care enough to make a full post…
Here are some of the avenues my questioning mind has taken over the last week:
Are Writers More Likely to Get Burned Out?
You see, I think some writers may be especially prone to anxiety, apathy, or depression because of some basic contradictions that plague our work.
I have to write about other people facing problems and living their lives, but I’m shy and awkward around real people.
I have to get exercise and eat healthy food, both of which are imposing tasks to someone who needs to sit down and write, dammit.
I have to travel, explore new places and see new things to fuel my fiction, but I have a family and a tight budget.
I wonder if some writers give up on their dreams because these contradictions just seem too much.
How Much Does Diet Affect Writing?
This has come into my mind as an important question. I’m pretty sure a writer must be profoundly affected by diet and exercise – there’s a lot of research out there that shows how diet affects cognition. I love junk food (is this a thing with authors?), and the research says fast food and junk food are every bit as bad for the brain as they are for the body. In my case, I’m pretty sure now that junk food makes me more irritable and withdrawn (even on top of my usual introversion), so I’m thinking that my current frustration and burnout has a lot to do with the “fuel” I provide myself with for long writing sessions.
How Does One Keep Writing in a Bad Relationship?
I won’t blame my lack of writing recently on my bad relationship – that makes it sound like I’m not at fault. I’ve fallen into a trap – one I think is the most common trap of all. I like to blame things on my ‘bad relationship’ when there has been so much I’ve done or neglected to do that made this relationship bad. I also won’t blame myself as the sole reason for everything being bad. The growing distance between my wife and I came from things we both did and didn’t do.
While my wife and I work through this, I still need ways to write. There’s a good post here about how to keep blogging when things go to shit, and it looks like a good place to start. I also find myself writing about the problems I have with my wife in a private notebook, and I have to say, just taking constant measure of the problems seems to help a lot.
My next post will be the monthly Insecure Writer’s Support Group post for Wednesday, September 7. I think I’ll choose one of the three avenues I’m thinking about here and expand on it. Maybe the IWSG folks will have some thoughts to add, too.